First Fantasies

I don’t really remember ever masturbating when I was young (or a teen), I don’t know why it just wasn’t something I did, I still don’t masturbate manually, only ever with a vibrator. I must have been about 17 (and still a virgin) when I got my first vibrator and learnt to use it, I had a boyfriend at the time and he’d bought  me it when we were out shopping together. Now while I was technically still a virgin we were sexually active, I have fond memories of outdoor fun from that time. We were always going off to the country for walks and as soon as we were away from people we couldn’t keep our hands off each other. Looking back I am amazed it took us six months to have full on sex because we we’re always getting…….hands-on with each other. His hands were the first to give me an orgasm, sort of awakened me to the possibilities of masturbation.

Now owing to being ‘hot and heavy’ with this guy and him buying me the vibrator, you would think that when I was using it I was thinking about him but nope.  There are two fantasies I really remember thinking about when getting off, and they both involve me giving head. It’s something that I still like to think about when wanking; no thought gets me wetter faster than thinking about sucking cock. One of the fantasies involved me basically jumping a delivery man; pushing him into a chair, unfastening his trouser, slipping out his cock, and sucking/rubbing/licking him to climax. The other one is a bit more dirty, and involves me, two guys, and a scenario that used to be referred to as spit-roast (maybe it still is but it’s not a phrase I’ve heard in years). Now I have a good imagination and managed to visualise it all so clearly including all the feelings that just thinking about them could bring me close to coming, and I just used the vibe to push me over the edge.  The threesome with two guys is still something I fantasise about……and would maybe like to try in the future.


What were your first Fantasies? Do you still have ones you go back to? Anything you fantasised about that you got to do? Was it as good as you imagined it being?

Feeling Relaxed

I’d intended my second post to be about some of my history with men and sex, why I decided to start writing a sex blog, what I hoped to achieve through the writing, and that sort of thing.

However, today I received a parcel from Lovehoney in the post, it contained a new vibrator (just a cheap one to replace one that broke), and while normally a vibe session for me is all about a quick release, I was chatting with someone by email last night and ended up feeling inspired to try a longer session this afternoon.

I got comfy, put on some background music so the neighbours wouldn’t overhear anything, and tried to think about something……stimulating. Luckily, I’ve been horny for days and have had no shortage of inspiration to pick from. Five orgasms later and I am feeling very chilled and relaxed, in fact I haven’t felt this…..satisfied in quite a while.